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友達だけ! (笑) [21 Feb 2004|08:21pm]

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From now on this is an only friends journal. So if you want to know what about my life, or read all my crazy thoughts, just leave a message and you will be added
Come in...


どうぞ。。。
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in the middle of nowhere... [17 Feb 2004|12:04am]
[ mood | lonely ]

Something is changing.... the world the i see everyday but also there's something changing inside me..... i can see it when i look at the eyes of the girl in the mirror..... Her glance is not the same.....
Maybe it is the glance of lonenliness

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[15 Feb 2004|11:51pm]
[ mood | drained ]

Ren is gone.... T_T
I can't believe he finally left the job..."just for a while" ¬¬u yeah! sure, exactly as Masa did "left the job for a while" T_T
Damn it!!! >_

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*_* Közi!!! [11 Feb 2004|01:03am]
[ mood | hyper ]

Közi's 1st live.....
Közi's 1st live.....
Közi's 1st live.....
Közi's 1st liveeeeeeeeeeeee
My Gackt! I'm getting Crazy!!!!! *dies*
It will be on May the 28th... and... will be the very 1ts solo live of our Little Közi *tryes to breath*
I NEED TO GOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! T_T but i know I can't.... I hate Közi as much as Gackt, why can't them wait to summer???? why the hell the do their Lives on Spring T_T
THEY ARE KILLING MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! *Dies again*

Aah, kanashimi no sayounara hajimete shiru fukai kurushimi mo *gets crazy*
I need to see Közi singing that T_T

KÖZIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!! *tries to get calm*

I'll see him on Paris..... I'll see heim on Paris..... *Is getting calm*
I'll see him... >_< I NEE TO SEE HIS 1st LIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

^^u Gomen... i'm not fine now.... XDDD

PS: Közi is also releasing Katarushisu on March the 31st H_H just can't waiiiiiiit!!!!!

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Happy birthday to You!!! [10 Feb 2004|08:10pm]
^_^ Happy Bitrhday You

That's all ^^ I hope he has a great day with Gackt ^^ (Not like last year's -_-*)
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[10 Feb 2004|01:27pm]
[ mood | grateful ]

Now & then....
I'm thinking bout to do something.....
I mean.. maybe someone gets disapponted with it but... I think it is the best thing i can do....
I can't bear this anymore.. I tryed to put up wiht it....with a happy grin... But I can't do it anymore. I need to forget it all, maybe it is not posible, but most of the bitter memories could be forgotten or at least would be less painful
So... I hope you understand my acts...

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[08 Feb 2004|11:56pm]
What the hell is happenig with me??
I can't stop this feeling of being here immobile while the world around me rounds.........
How can I get out of here? get out of myself....
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[07 Feb 2004|04:42pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]

I don't want to do anything today.... I feel upset... sick...tired....depressed...
All around me rounds and rounds and rounds while i'm standing here trying to see something.... but it is too bright, my eyes hurt when i try to see through all this light...
What am I doing? What are they doing?
Nothing has sense.... I'm dead.... I only pretend that i have feelings, i smile, i laugh, I get angry....but all is a big lie...
But why am I pretending all these emotions? Maybe cause there is something that i can truly feel, anyway now i can't differentiate between the true feelings and the false ones....

I don't even know what the hell am i writing....

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a silly post (as i used to do) [06 Feb 2004|01:17pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Hi!! I stole this from [info]aikovalentine ^^

My journal says I'm 56% feminine.
What does your LJ writing style say about your gender?
LJ Gender Tool by [info]hutta


Well it is funny, ne?
At least i'm a little more femenine than masculine ^^ but.. you know, almos it is a 50%....
All this is Visual fault XDDDD
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[03 Feb 2004|08:22pm]
[ mood | sad ]

What the hell was happening lately??.... All of us seem to be about to lose someone.
Yesterday someone very important to me lose his Grandmather, i think i can understand quite well his feelings, but i can't help him.... If only i could do something to make him feel better, to clear his sorrow..
But i know maybe now is none of my business, anyway i think he knows that i'm here with him...

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Schwarz Stein... [02 Feb 2004|10:02am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

T_T My little & sweet Schwarz Stein are disbanding on March the 29th T_T
Why?? I'm upset >_<
I'm sick of that kind of reasons....musical differences, and that stuff...

T_T I want my "Schwarzies" back T_T *Cries*

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Eternal blood relative [01 Feb 2004|09:43am]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

Happy Birthday,
wherever you are, I'm sure you are watching us
with your sweet smile drawn on your face.

Spread your wings and be free my little butterfly

....We Miss you....




Always in need of...
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fuck! >_ [30 Jan 2004|07:52pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

Gackt's 2004 Tour is supposed to start on april and finish on june, as i read at [info]gakuhai.
That's so bad for me.... cause i counted on the tour to be in summer, so now i think i won't be able to go in April or May, cause i have 2 trips to do before and i can't afford a 3rd in that short time...

T__T OMGackt!! What can I do?? maybe he will performance in summer anyway.... T_T
If i had not been so stupid and spend all that money in "i don't know what", now i would be able to go to Japan right now T_T *Cries*

*Goes to the street and try to sell her soul, her hair, her family, her house....*

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Eien no Sayounara... [27 Jan 2004|05:18pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

Lately all around me remind me the same thing.... maybe is my fault cause i've seen movies with that kind of story, or maybe is cause i look for the points in common with my life.... don't know.... but the fact is that i'm aimless, i'm just wanderig through my life....
Lately i've seen Moon Chlid time and time again, that movie make me think about my life, i don't know why..... just because.

Why people live in the past? Cause they have no future

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I'm a meme-addict ^^u [26 Jan 2004|05:43pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Well, here's another one ^^

Your Jrock Fic by esneka
Name
SemeMiyavi
UkeSakito (ex-Due'le Quartz)
Place where it happensFraggle Rock
PlotThey decide to be Pokemon Trainers.
Happy end?No, one's shoe heel brokes and fall down so his leg is broken
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!


No coments ^^uuuu

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Still with my sillynes ^^ [26 Jan 2004|01:06am]
[ mood | silly ]

This is only a proyect of Meme... I was supposed to be diferent... but... i will improve it!!

What business will you open with a jrocker? by esneka
Name
You MeetKamijo (Lareine)
So he ask you to open aRamen restaurant
You will earn$6
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!


T_T Our Restauran won't work T_T We will be poor forever T_T

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^^ [25 Jan 2004|11:29pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

I did a Meme ^_^ I hope youlike it ^^

Jrock Family by esneka
Name
Favourite Colour
Your Mother isYukari (Ex- Baiser)
Your Father isKamijo (Lareine)
Your Brother isSakito (ex-Due le'quartz)
Your Boyfriend isK (Baroque)
Your Best friend IsTakeo (Pierrot)
Your Pet isChachamaru (Gackt Job)
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!


^_^ I love my Jrock Family ^^ Except my pet... I'm selling My pet... Is there anyone who want adopt him?? *^_^*

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Hug me!! [25 Jan 2004|01:56am]
[ mood | silly ]

^_^ ok, now if you want to hugme you can do it online ^_^ so don't be shy!! I want lots of Hugs!!! ^___^






*HUGS* TOTAL!
give Esneka more *HUGS*

Get hugs of your own

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Test [25 Jan 2004|01:54am]
[ mood | silly ]

I did some test today ^^

What type of J-rocker would you be? by deathwish
Your name
Your clothes stylegothic
Your job in the bandrythmic guitar
Number of fangirls876,507
Created with quill18's MemeGen!


I won't have so much fans but i will have the best fans ^___^ Just like Mana now, and indie band ^^

Which DEG member will you meet? by unlife
Name
Favorite DEG song
Member metToshiya
You receivedHIM! You kidnapped him!
He receivedYOU! He kidnapped you!
Will he remember you?He'd rather forget you...
Created with quill18's MemeGen!


H_H Kidnap Toshiya...glglglglgl~~~~~~ Maybe he wants to forget all about our love story but.. I will rememeber it mi whole life H_H

^^ ok, i stop being silly ^^

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Kyomu no naka de.... [23 Jan 2004|11:45pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Only wanna say hi!
I was too down these days but... i'm better now...
That's all

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